Hurricane Sandy is ruining my life.

Hello peoples. I hate Hurricane Sandy. Sandy has caused me to miss now four days of school but unlike my peers I actually WANT school. I can't go out and do anything fun and we have Tuesday off anyways... The play I'm in opens now on FRIDAY we were supposed to open tomorrow night and I should be out trick or treating now, I have the best costume but you'll have to wait for next Wednesday to see that. (hehehehe)

I really have been in the mood to just clean my room, read a book or two, rewatch Midnight in Paris, and just sleep. I feel like I should go do that and stop being moody on the interwebz. Oh wells.


ALSO you should go listen to Bigger Than Love by Ben Gibbard on his new album Former Lives. I love it and it's inspired by Fitzgerald letters. UGH SO PERFECT

I just want to listen to sad music and cry

This is just going to be a post to complain. I'm sorry it will be whiney and sucky and needy and something not anyone would ever want to read but I need to get it out there since every time I decide I want to open up and share it with someone their ride gets here or they are tired and have to go to sleep or I get the feeling that they just don't even really care.

I've always heard that junior year was supposed to be a hard year but it really sucks. I have so much work to do for my history class and no time at all to do it. I have rehearsal all the time and still need to read two chapters, do flashcards and outline 3 out of the 4 possible essay questions while learning all of the material again just in case I've forgotten it. Then I should get a head start on the coming chapters because I won't have any time at all to do them with all of the rehearsals. Film study has been my little break throughout the day and helps me calm down about everything but then it's my english class which I love but don't have time for the work to do. Chem is hopeless on me, I hate it. Study hall is my savior, I miss my old latin teacher, I hate my math teacher and want to have a new one, and band is a nice way to end my day but I have no time to practice. I never see my friends anymore. I just want to sleep all the time.

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Sunday Mornings

I love Sunday mornings. I love them when they are the mornings when you get to sleep in as late as you would want to, and then are surprised with a breakfast you love. You just lie around in your pj's for the rest of the day, and enjoy the simple little things.

Sorry I haven't been on in so long, I have been so tremendously busy with school, APUSH will be the death of me. I am also in a play and have rehearsal everyday (excluding weekends) so those have been taking up my time so far. I got a job recently! I'm starting to TA at a place and had my first day yesterday and I really loved it. I linked my blog here to my email I am on most commonly so I can blog whenever I want without having to switch accounts.

Junior year has been kicking my butt. I am taking the PSATs on Wednesday and I'm quite nervous for them,  apparently the sophomores are taking them with us but I don't remember that last year. I get to bring my french horn in on Monday though since we might be doing concert band music, I hope that I'll be able to do well for that class, I meant to bring my mouthpiece home and I forgot. FJSDKFJKLDSGJk;f.

I went to J.T.'s last night, and on Friday night. On Friday, he went with his mom to pick me up from my rehearsal since my dad had to go to my sister's field hockey game and my mom had a work thing. So they got me and J.T. made me a grilled cheese (my favourite) and we went off to the football game. I also borrowed a Gryffindor scarf and proudly wore it at the game. It was a really lovely night. Then last night we watched two little boys in exchange for dinner and movie date thing one weekend sometime soon. It was nice. I then fell asleep on J.T's bed.... whoops... I napped until my parents got me.

Hope you guys are all having a lovely week and I am off to do laundry and clean and get a head start on homework.