I am not ready for school.

School starts tomorrow. I have finished all of my homework. Yay. I am really not looking forward for starting school this year. All of the sudden I feel like I cannot go. I am scared. Not scared, petrified. Everything is changing which really sucks. Two of my classes are APs, and I took one last year and it was okay. I think I'll really like the English but will hate APUSH. That's how the homework went for me.

I also have no idea what to wear. At all. I have so many different options but none of them seem right. Maybe it's time I read some Jessica Darling and feel better about myself.

Tomorrow I will be a junior at high school, weighing 123 pounds and hating every minute of it.

Today was a success!

Chapter six is done!
I went shopping and got some really awesome pieces and just felt awesome (minus for me being a total Mia Thermopolis)
Put away the clean laundry I did today
Mowed some of the lawn (it started to pour so I went in)

tomorrow my mom is waking me up at 6 in the morning... hopefully 6:30 but this way I can get ready for school and stuff since it starts WEDNESDAY DX

I need to go shower and convince my boyfriend to finish his work and call me.


also I'll do flash cards tomorrow. cause I have to.

LET'S GET DOWN TO BUSINESS!

Hello folks! Yep I'm making another list for today. I just wanted to tell you I already put my laundry in the washer this morning- GO ME! So I might as well just hop into my list to do for today!

1. Chapter Six of APUSH! Then I am done with outlining and quote synthesis and questions.
2. Mow the lawn- just play your favorite playlist and go!
3. Do flashcards for chapters 2-6. And finish gilmore girls while doing that and try to finish season 3 of the office.
4. shower after mowing the lawn like ew that is all gross
5. go to the mall for back to school shopping! :D
6. make sure you have a list of what you really need at the mall, not what you want... but go to francescas collections cause I love their clothes.

OKAY I AM GOING TO GET TO WORK...... After I listen to my favorite motivational song from Mulan, I'll make a man out of you.... don't lie it's your favorite too.

What I really did today...

So I made a list of what I had to do and this is what I actually did:

1. Put my laundry in a basket... That's a start right?
2. Got through ch. 4 and 5, I will do 6 tomorrow.
3. I didn't even start flashcards or studying flashcards.
4.I haven't read my books at all, I want to reread the Jessica Darling series still.
5. You can sleep when you're dead.
6. Let's not even talk about Sept. 16th.

On the bright side I might get to go to the mall tomorrow! But I also have to mow the lawn. Ew. I'm getting up early to do that showering and doing ch. 6. Then onto flashcards to be made and watching the final disc of gilmore girls. I am not happy that I am done with the show, it's been with me for so long but I am glad to see an ending, even if I don't feel ready for it. I also have season three of the office to finish so I always have that.

I'm thinking of doing an episode tracker at the bottom of each blog post, I also have to decide what to watch  next, I have lots of things to watch... Maybe I'll make a blog post on it?

Well I think I will go call my boyfriend and go to sleep.

Night!

Determination

I start my junior year of high school on Wednesday. I am so not ready for that. I cannot believe I am almost done at my school yet I have so far to go. I really shouldn't be on blogger but I figured that I could let myself write a blog post if I wrote out what I had to do. So let's get down to it.


THINGS I HAVE TO DO TODAY(well before Wednesday

1. Laundry, I hate it but I need to have clean clothes for the first day of school.
2. Get to mid chapter 6 of APUSH OR Finish APUSH Outlining and questions. (I'm in the end of chapter for so that should be easy)
3. Start Flashcards for APUSH chapter 2-6, I can watch TV while I do these.
4. Study flashcards from lang &comp second packet
5. Finish "The Mysterious Benedict Society" and "The Rivals" they're due back on the 29th! (27th for benedict)
6. Get on a better sleeping schedule (I don't care if it makes mom right you want to have sleep for junior year)
7. Calm down about Sept. 16. It's no big deal, it's just a year.

That's it for now, I must go and finish chapter four! It's only like 3 more sections then a quote and questions and hello chapter five.

Things that make me happy

Here is a list of what make me happy

• Red Velvet Cupcakes/Froyo- the best thing I have ever had in my entire life. If I get married, I want red velvet cupcakes for my wedding.
• Wes Anderson Films- I have seen all of his films (minus Bottle Rocket, still working on getting a copy of that!) and I have loved everyone of them (even Fantastic Mr. Fox which stars George Clooney and I hate him). I love the angles he takes when he films and the colors and the stories are so great. I think Moonrise Kingdom is my favorite, it's very close with The Darjeeling Limited too. I just love all of them.
• Harry Potter- do I really need to explain this one?
• Goodreads- this is my favorite social networking site, partly because I love seeing what others are reading and also for giving me great reccomendations. 
• Apple Cinnamon Tea- this is my all time favorite tea. It can make me smile no matter what and I love it.
• Pumpkin Spice Latte- I feel like everyone loves these BUT THEY ARE SO GOOD.
• The Jessica Darling Series- One of the only series I've ever read that is about a teenage girl who is like a real teenage girl. I absolutely adore her sarcastic, snarky, witty personality and I aim to be her in my life.
• Watching Youtube Videos- I love finding youtubers who I simply adore and watching all of their videos, same goes for reading all of their blog posts (I'm working on kayleyhyde's right now).
• T.V. Show Marathons- this is the best thing in the world, same can be said for movie marathons
• Certain Broadway Cast recordings (Once is so great go listen to it on spotify)
• Writing on this blog. I really like doing this and wish I wrote more this month and tried to do BEDA. Maybe next year! (:
  
  I think I'll end my list here. I'm currently finishing my lang & comp journals and listening to "Gold" from Once. I am dying to go see this. Goodnight my readers! Today was a much better day.

Pretty Much The Worst Day Ever

        Today sucks. Literally sucks. I might as well say this now, I threw up in the middle of my permit test and failed. By one question. Who does that? Seriously? I have never been more embarrassed in my life. Well I probably have but this was a moment I will never forget. It also doesn't help that someone who I am not friends with anymore got their permit today. I honestly though don't know why I need to get a permit, I mean I am planning on living in a city when I get older and hopefully going to the UK, you don't need cars for a city and the UK drives backwards compared to what we do.

        Honestly the only things making today better are the fact that I have a great marathon to watch on my computer (2 Wes Anderson films and then Little Miss Sunshine and then season 3 of the office), a boyfriend who loves me, and my blog to write/complain about. Fantastic Mr. Fox is really great so far, I'm enjoying it a lot and The Darjeeling Limited is one of my all time favorite films and we're getting Outback for dinner. Clearly today cannot be redeemed though because I threw up at the DMV. Wow. Let me go die in a hole. AlsoIneedtofinishmysummerhomework. Meh.

Where has summer gone?

I am not happy with the fact that it is August 21, and I start school on the 29. I am not ready to give up my summer in return for two AP classes! Not to mention I still have to read 3 1/2 more chapters of a text book, answer 12ish questions and make nearly 90 flashcards for one of them, (the other is four journals but I actually don't mind doing those). I am pretty stressed out over the whole APUSH thing, I mean I am really excited for AP Lang & Comp (because I got the BEST teacher to have for this class) but APUSH is going to be a challenge. I've never had the teacher but remembered feeling sorry for my friends who did freshman year.

I also cannot help but wonder what will happen this year. I will be a junior. I will have to start looking for colleges. I will have to start growing up. I will be in a relationship for a year. What friends will I lose this year? Will I make new ones or gain the old ones back? This coming year is simply a realm of possibility. I could be a really sucky president for my school's GSA or maybe suck at playing the french horn. I am terrified. I do not want to go into junior year or take APUSH. I just want to go watch lots and lots of t.v. shows. I have gotten pretty addicted to watching t.v. shows this summer, my latest obsession is Up All Night. I just really love Will Arnett.

I have to accept that I cannot change what is coming and I might as well go finish chapter 3 in this text book so I can watch an episode of Up All Night.